AlucardSlave

Oh holy flying-cheese, a new journal entry~! That was quick. Hi there and welcome one. Maybe there are two? I can't tell, I lost my glasses. You ask, how do I see to write this letter then, I'll tell you - I see the thing I want to, and maybe at the moment I do not want to see you! Weehehee~~ so much fun to write this stuff, anything and everything that comes to mind, while not even being abusive or violent at all~! Aah, good-good. So, I live in Tartu now. It's a... what's the word for it? Kind? Well, everyone is kind here, it's a great city. Not all good, but mostly. I recommend it to good people, so not to disturb the balance of the cit

Yes, finally I've somewhat gotten used to the tablet I'm using, not that I was committed to it, 'cause it lagged very much, now it seems to be very easy to work with. Very pleasing to work with. Photoshop can be a lot of fun... but I'm afraid I will get too attached to it... not that there would be anything wrong with that if it were mine... but it isn't. Tchih. It's my bothers girlfriend's so... I have to hand it back by... 26th the latest. :S I don't want to yet, and I'm pretty sure I'll need it in the art school I'm about to attend. So, here's to hoping my brother will forget and his girl not making a big deal of it. That sounds good. Am I

...Nothing really is. Would you be willing to hire me? I'm uneducated and I don't have any skills that could be of use. I'm not good-looking and I'm lazy as hell. I'm not a hard worker even when my own ass is on the line but when it comes to others, I tend to do better... sometimes. What could a person like me possibly do to earn her place in this society? I've been dragging my heels since early elementary and I've never been satisfied with the way things are being done. So why do I bother? I know I can't muster up the will to change myself, to be willing to do something that isn't pleasing for myself, just for the sake of getting it done.